if is misunderstanding i still can understand barely, like my past sec school mates, but my heart wont let it pass. however, this time is out of fun, really dont know how to let it down. mce dont want to go to violent path again and vulgar again but... ... i really cant believe someone can actually stop my childishness which i created and make me so serious. or does it just means that is time for me to grow up. is really amazing