i guess this is when i finally admit that i am not great nor magnanimous , but i know i am myself now =D treasure all before is gone. =)

i remember how to smile to problems like in the past. =) seems so long ago. oo well, people grow and learn. but when growing have we forgetting something important in our life?

hahas. when my problem just solve not long ago, i cant believe i start helping and encouraging people already. remember not long ago, i just promise myself i wont initiate to help people so soon till i am fully recovered. hah! some problem seems only to worsen but can't solve. i got a feeling from tuesday will be a tough route again. my trust for her is a little too low now, unless she can show me her trust. but one thing i promise myself, is not to tell people my problem if they themselves have never gone through. Cause they wont understand. Next, take up all the responsibility. if ask for help beware of the draw back. which i learnt not long ago. which causes me to change my phone that can last me 4 days w/o charging. hahas. i never blame anyone, but i expect a sorry! atleast... no matter what.

if not for your gf, i will have torture you to death. you 2 sided man, hate people who backstap. so fake! i can argue with you but you doesnt even worth my arguement. eee. hate people who are fake and do other stuff. i won't torture you does mean i let it down. just wait ba... ... u should have a taste back