after i take back my result ... i totally feel one thing! i totally have no achievements in np and starting to feel tired to continue climbing upwards. got this feeling that the sky will fall soon. hahs................

master of none, interest of all trades

to be honest, i myself know that i can't be master of all trades. the only reason that i am learning so many things is that i am trying to find my passion. yup, i can do many things like guitar, dance, eat desert, drink white wine, badminton, tennis, table tennis and wu shu. but among all the interest, how many of it do i really have passion? the answer is only 1, badminton yet i dont really have the time to always play. And one of my another dream is to play piano, yet too ex and no time to learn =( haiz. that's why i am trying to learn harmonica or other things. cause think of it i am kinda lousy, compare alot of thing i am not as good and i haven had any accomplishment for long time that i feel is great. so i decided to keep on learning new things till i find another passion. constraint i do have, but deep down i know there will be some ways i can over come it. =) i guess i really have some great friends ;-)

first try

Today, after work... feeling kinda bored so decided to go window shopping for a while to see what unique things i could find or special product that could intrigue me.(hahs! i always do that since is free!) Well, atleast i found some. After that start thinking, what could i do since i got internship now. No doubt internship is fun but is not enough to fulfill my desire, walk about, first stop gardian. Thinking:should i buy a dye and dye my hair. Then suddenly my brian whisper: what's so fun about it. then saw some really creative product, thought of buying it. Then my brain whisper again, Haiz no practical use. then suddenly i realise i can use for my self creative project.(however, i don't really have time to spare cause i need the workshop) then decide to cut my hair, then for some reason the guy that cut my hair somehow able to persuade me to dye my hair. Hahs! And i actually listen to him!! i guess is because since i want do something unique. But then, after dye i realise... is nothing special. then i buy an ice-cream and went back home.