yoyo! i am back diary.. miss me... i kinda lost myself in ns and when i learn what's the meaning of letting go completely,.. hhas... that sad. very sad... super sad.... :(

All by December :)

i have decided some crude and selfish decisions in my life, not because i wanted to. but because i care for you and myself. :)

just feel that is getting more and more difficult to keep up with a smile. sometimes just sometime...

reflection on 8 oct 2011.

Actually till now then i realise, there are indeed many things in life you are not able to learn at this moment. people may say if you dont do now, u may not have the chance but the thing is that u really cannot learn!! hahas. so why not think this way, work hard now so that in future you may have the chance! the point is: dont give up! haha!

reflection on 24 sept 2011

people always say: write down what you really want and think so that you can confirm with yourself. So now is time that I should really plan for my life and get it done and plan a step by step move. Even though I have already placed the wrong move in almost 3/4 of the game but I am going to gamble it all in the last 1/4 hope that my determination can hold on and move on with every obstacles I meet. whether will I achieve my goals,it all depend on miracle and fate now. For is I am the one responsible for all the move i take and think.. For once I really pray deep in my heart. Really hope I get all the assistance I need and not find any excuses

slowly ba... hahas ... haiz. i will try....... but really can't i will really give up

trying my best not to let my pride bring me down, but then... ... =)