any good friend want buy me a acroustic guitar ??

till now then i understand the phrase 无心之针才是最痛的。suddenly there is alot of things spark in my brain and just feel like getting lots of answer.

haven even work stress liao. sian

i am confident to make u laugh, but then the ways may seems inapporiate, that's why i need to constrain myself. which i hate the most!! that's the problem. haiz. need to think of few ways to make people happy. hahas. now i will always take in third factor!! hehe

sad case

early in the morning wake up, dont feel like going to work liao. first thing i wake up, think will it be same hectic as yesterday. then boin! go back to sleep liao. so decided to eat a full full breadfast to brighten up my day. then come office, the first thing is people come talk logic with me. wa piang eh, suddenly hear the voice so vex... haiz.. now have to get to work. =( suddenly one bit of motivation also dont have.ooo well. since mood = doom. so lets' get to work now. haiz.

you know normally i have the usual way of motivating people and console them by making them smile and enable to relax. but i feel the effect dont last long and sometime is difficult. you know what! i actually try a new way, is to relax and slowly make them smile and relax again. but then i forgot about third factor. OMG again, haiz... cause this way is actually more easy and long lasting even i cant make them smile. haiz.. but atleast i am able to learn few things, this way i am sure is effective but difficult, next external factor, lastly is a secret! secret! hahs! but then i dont really like my life to be so hectic. comfirm fall sick easily. OMG!!! hahas. i know i can be a great validator which include a motivator and some other more .. ooo well lets take it step by step .. hahas .. let rest. good night! smile

hectic life. fist time ever!!

wow... today i never be this busy before. i actually had to plan my time exactly every second to complete my stuff and cover my lunch break!!... when i finish thinking i waas like saying... WTH. hahas. but i always thought eventhought expt when worng is impt to know what and where went wrong.. ooo well. hahas. but atleast i know one think... suddenly i feel so curel( cannot elobrate) hahas. suddenly one shot i have to do. haiz. but then suddenly i learn something interesting about the analysis protocol. hmm.. can help me in my futher analysis. yeah. you know what, after work when i went to meet my friend to discuss work, i actually have a slight fever and headache which only happen on exam. OMG! hahas... and worst of all, i accidently sputter 2 vulgar language. really abit cannot handle. no breadfast only milo and lunch till 6. can die ar. is not i dont want take 5 min break. cause if i only eat litle bit, i will even feel more hungry and totally cant work! haiz. so might as well go fast. just that lower efficiency level. atleast i can work. hahas. jia you!!

mce will let go of all obstacles that will constrain me. let go i will say, but can bonds be let go? hahas. mce will move on futher and higher and as well pulling and motivating with those bond that i will treasure. =D

people always mention, if only, but how much if only can you fullfill it? hahas. smile. =)

我为你开心，却。。。 。。。 笑一笑明天会更好。

I DECIDED! hahas. to be a validator my idea come from a video. hahas... actually i have been thinking for quite sometime untill recently something happen at my wu shu training and just happen after that is leo camp. then just happen i just suddenly feel like being a validator. you know what i am good at??!! ans is .. .... .... NOTHING. opps there's one. craping. hahas. i know if i can accept everyone for who they are and for what they are and understand them and their feelings. i am sure i can crap and make people smile and let everyone to be happy. to be honest i still know accept everyone for who there are, but then i can accept other people even if they dont accept me and let them smile, i am sure it will be a whole new different story! of course till the main point i will still want money and some fame though. hahas... but till then let us have fun!!! hahas

after watching a video i actually roughly know what i wanted but still cant confirm that that i really want it... ... i will update again. this rough idea. since to be honest even though some people consider me as a fast learner but to be honest i know myself as really slow learner and dont really have sports genes in my cell apart from badminton. hahas. give me 3 day to ponder about it =)