i miss, and really miss

hmm.. seems to be so long since i have such a peaceful smile in my heart. the wind seems to be gushing to my mind, the sound of the rain drop seems to match so nicely with the classical music i am listening and the tingling feeling of the rain droping on me really make me feel like i am still in the past living everyday with so much joy and happiness. it really put my heart at ease, smiling through the rain and set me thinking calmly. the touch of the rain drop feel so refreshing and the gushing and howling of the wind seems to be telling me: dont worry... i will come again if you ever need me again. before i went up my house, i said: thank you, thank you for letting me feel at peace and let me realise everything will end, just how fast and soon it will be. lastly i say thank you for leting me remember everything will change but some things will remain in my soul though time and just wait, what meant to be back will be back, for at least I(mother nature) will be there again if you really meet with challenging endeavours again. the smile that i lost so long ago....