you know normally i have the usual way of motivating people and console them by making them smile and enable to relax. but i feel the effect dont last long and sometime is difficult. you know what! i actually try a new way, is to relax and slowly make them smile and relax again. but then i forgot about third factor. OMG again, haiz... cause this way is actually more easy and long lasting even i cant make them smile. haiz.. but atleast i am able to learn few things, this way i am sure is effective but difficult, next external factor, lastly is a secret! secret! hahs! but then i dont really like my life to be so hectic. comfirm fall sick easily. OMG!!! hahas. i know i can be a great validator which include a motivator and some other more .. ooo well lets take it step by step .. hahas .. let rest. good night! smile

hectic life. fist time ever!!

wow... today i never be this busy before. i actually had to plan my time exactly every second to complete my stuff and cover my lunch break!!... when i finish thinking i waas like saying... WTH. hahas. but i always thought eventhought expt when worng is impt to know what and where went wrong.. ooo well. hahas. but atleast i know one think... suddenly i feel so curel( cannot elobrate) hahas. suddenly one shot i have to do. haiz. but then suddenly i learn something interesting about the analysis protocol. hmm.. can help me in my futher analysis. yeah. you know what, after work when i went to meet my friend to discuss work, i actually have a slight fever and headache which only happen on exam. OMG! hahas... and worst of all, i accidently sputter 2 vulgar language. really abit cannot handle. no breadfast only milo and lunch till 6. can die ar. is not i dont want take 5 min break. cause if i only eat litle bit, i will even feel more hungry and totally cant work! haiz. so might as well go fast. just that lower efficiency level. atleast i can work. hahas. jia you!!

mce will let go of all obstacles that will constrain me. let go i will say, but can bonds be let go? hahas. mce will move on futher and higher and as well pulling and motivating with those bond that i will treasure. =D

people always mention, if only, but how much if only can you fullfill it? hahas. smile. =)

我为你开心，却。。。 。。。 笑一笑明天会更好。

I DECIDED! hahas. to be a validator my idea come from a video. hahas... actually i have been thinking for quite sometime untill recently something happen at my wu shu training and just happen after that is leo camp. then just happen i just suddenly feel like being a validator. you know what i am good at??!! ans is .. .... .... NOTHING. opps there's one. craping. hahas. i know if i can accept everyone for who they are and for what they are and understand them and their feelings. i am sure i can crap and make people smile and let everyone to be happy. to be honest i still know accept everyone for who there are, but then i can accept other people even if they dont accept me and let them smile, i am sure it will be a whole new different story! of course till the main point i will still want money and some fame though. hahas... but till then let us have fun!!! hahas

after watching a video i actually roughly know what i wanted but still cant confirm that that i really want it... ... i will update again. this rough idea. since to be honest even though some people consider me as a fast learner but to be honest i know myself as really slow learner and dont really have sports genes in my cell apart from badminton. hahas. give me 3 day to ponder about it =)