actually i wanted to go wu shu, i have prepared all my equipment but then my heart devoid me the courage of going. maybe i realise now why people shouldn't know too much of you

if your heart isn't happy, this prove that u shouldn't give up. but then... will tears pour if carry on? will the out come be detrimental? actually the main thing is will i be able to overcome the heart burden or obstacle? i have experience one sem of intense heart trama, that why i understand i am not as good as i know i am.

any good friend want buy me a acroustic guitar ??

till now then i understand the phrase 无心之针才是最痛的。suddenly there is alot of things spark in my brain and just feel like getting lots of answer.

haven even work stress liao. sian

i am confident to make u laugh, but then the ways may seems inapporiate, that's why i need to constrain myself. which i hate the most!! that's the problem. haiz. need to think of few ways to make people happy. hahas. now i will always take in third factor!! hehe

sad case

early in the morning wake up, dont feel like going to work liao. first thing i wake up, think will it be same hectic as yesterday. then boin! go back to sleep liao. so decided to eat a full full breadfast to brighten up my day. then come office, the first thing is people come talk logic with me. wa piang eh, suddenly hear the voice so vex... haiz.. now have to get to work. =( suddenly one bit of motivation also dont have.ooo well. since mood = doom. so lets' get to work now. haiz.